Band: Mariah Carey Album: (unknown album) Song: Breakdown You called yesterday, to basically say That you cared for me but, that you just weren't in love. Immediately I pretended to be feeling similarlyAnd led you to believe I was OK,To just walk away from the one thingThat's unyielding and sacred to me Well, I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you But in reality I'm, slowly losing my mind Underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside Friends ask me how I feel, and I lie convincingly 'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact I'm suffereing So I wear my disguise, till I go home at night And turn down all the lights and I break down and cry. So what do you do when somebody you're so devoted to Suddenly just stops loving you and it seems they haven't got a clue Of the pain that rejection is putting you through Do you cling to your pride and sing "I will survive" Do you lash out and say "How dare you leave this way" Do you hold on in vain as they just slip away Well, I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you But in reality I'm, slowly losing my mind Underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside Friends ask me how I feel, and I lie convincingly 'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact I'm suffereing So I wear my disguise, till I go home at night And turn down all the lights and I break down and cry. --- http://www.lyricsdot.com/ - 95000+ lyrics from 10000+ bands online